we went out,
you looked happy.
we sat down,
you looked sad.

gave you the ring,
it sparkled in your eyes,
cuddled you,
tears formed.

i was happy,
so were you.
but i sensed it,
you tried to hide it.

i wanted to live it,
you faked it for me.
it was the end,
i ignored it.

i was happy,
being with you.
nothing could take that,
away from me.

i'm gonna be here,
waiting.

~J