after that day,
i feel so much better.
i know it dont mean much.
i dont expect much anyways.

i doubt she feels the same way i do.
but i know i was darn happy.
i know at least she still talked to me,
even if it was just a "just being nice" kinda thing.

it was great.
and i feel great.
suckish - but great.
excited too.

feel like doing smth.
smth that will be kinda cool.
dont know how it'll turn out,
but i wont know if i dont try.

side note,
mum's coming back in 8 hrs time.