you appeared yet again.
this time, you looked spectacular.
the outfit that we planned to see when you were 24.
but alas, i doubt it's gonna happen.

i loved how you look in that outfit.
so light and elegant.
it reminded me of that night,
when i saw you under that light.

the innocence of it.
the beauty of it.

i can't give you a fancy and adventurous life.
i can't be who you envisioned me to be.
i only can give you plain-old-jeremy.
but my love for you is as true as it can be.

i won't live myself hating you,
thats why i forgave you a long time ago.

in that dream,
we were both young and wild and free.
but i know it's just my fantasy.

i really miss you.